Whenever the weather gets cold, I turn into an old Grandma and crochet my life away. I busted out three beanies Christmas Eve--due to procrastination-- and now I'm bustin' out some more! I love crocheting. It's so fun to me, especially when I can see my finished product. Also, it's cheap! I have tons of yarn, so it's super fun to do! I haven't found yarn like this, but I would love to have some. it's so pretty. :]






Joyeux Noel. :] I hope your Christmas was wonderful... full of love, happiness, laughing and family. Have a fantastic New Year!

Hooray!

to me!

A year Older

I don't know what to blog.

also.

these are my future wedding colors.
you know i love weddings. especially my future wedding. baha.

The well and the Lighthouse

I'm almost 21. Weird. We have our Christmas tree up. It makes me smile, it's so pretty. AND real! I haven't had a real Christmas tree in... 7? years. It's ridiculous. BUT. I love real trees. When I'm married, I'm going to have a real tree for Christmas. Along with homemade ornaments. I want all my family to come visit me in Hawaii someday. .. Meaning someday when I move there. Because I WILL move there. I've no doubt in my mind.

I miss Miriam. She comes home this month, right before Christmas. I love her. I'm so excited for her to come home. We're going to be traveling buddies. First stop - Darby Canyon.

School. Ugh.

Good Times Last Forever

I miss these days. The friends, the love, the music.

a little sussy.

I found this while lurking--I am SO good at lurking--Zach's blog. I found it rather enjoyable, as well as other little sussies along the way. Sometimes, lurking makes life enjoyable. :]]]


8 Favorite TV Shows:
1. Heroes
2. Ugly Betty
3. Grey's Anatomy
4. Desperate Housewives
5. Pushing Daisies
6. CSI: Miami
7. House
8. Extreme Makeover: Home Edition


8 Favorite Restaurants:
1. Sushi Ya
2. Chili's
3. Fazoli's
4. Mongolian Grill
5. Ramires!
6. Frano's
7. The Oxygen Bar
8. Asuka

8 Things I Did Today: (or will do)
1. Laundry
2. Put my room back together
3. Loved me some Heroes
4. Texted.
5. Loved me some Reesey.
6. Loved me some LBP
7. Ate foods
8. pondered.

8 Things I Love About Fall:
1. Crisp mornings
2. Changing leaves
3. Longer nights - I am a night person all the way.
4. Scarves
5. Becoming an old maid. (as in staying inside crocheting and watching TV all day.)
6. Halloween
7. Friends
8. Hot Cocoa

8 Things I Wish For:
1. December 2009
2. That everyone will stop with the "2nd Coming" crap because Obama is our new President.
3. Smiles
4. Okay, this isn't a wish. But my niece Sierra just got up and said her bedtime prayers by herself. Way too cute.
5. Love
6. A career that I love
7. A man that I love
8. Forever friends.

8 Things I Look Forward To:
1. The future of the country
2. Graduation
3. My career
4. My future family
5. My love-y coming home
6. Sleep
7. Love
8. all that good stuff.

Angels, Have you Heard on High?

I absolutely love Christmas music. I'm listening to Sufjan Stevens Christmas albums. [thanks, Rissy poo.] I love love love Christmas and any holiday that brings family together. I love my family. I love rain. I love working out. I love that I don't have to pay for school. I love that I don't need to prove anything to anyone.

Here's a happy picture.



PS I love ty.

Cosmetology

Hooray for pursuing dreams.
PS sexy picture.
PPS Screw formal education. :]]]

Halloween 2008

Chocolate Cake and Surveys

Before I commence on this mindless nothing, I just would like to say turning off my phone, as in physically turning it off is the best thing ever. I don't have to talk to anyone for silly reasons! Whoot! Sorry to those who are trying to get ahold of me. Tough Luck for sure.

If you had to make out with your ex or your best friend who would you choose?
uhm, most definitely my best friend. [seeing as he's the opposite sex/whom i like]


When was the last time you laid in a bed with the opposite sex?
Oh. hmm. Last night.


Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
Yes. Post only.


Have you ever hooked up in a different state?
uhm. yes?


Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Mostly night.


Do you normally sleep with clothes on?
I sleep in my undies and a shirt.

Do you always answer your phone?
It depends on if I want to talk on the phone or not.


Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes.


Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
Yes.


Is there something on your mind that you wish wasn't?
A little.


Is the last person you kissed also the next person you'll kiss?
Most likely no. Meaning absolutely no.


Do you currently have a hickey?
hahaha nooo


What did you do today?
slept. baby sat.


What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Halloween, my birthday AKA my AMAZING Hotel Party!, Thanksgiving, Christmas, MJK's one-year mark.


Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
uhm, yes.


What is stressing you out most right now?
money.


Does anyone love you?
everyone loves me. haha. Well, I don't know that, but I know some people love me.


What are you doing tomorrow?
Buying wire hangers.


Are you happy with the way life is going?
eh. I need money/friends/life.


Are you happy right now?
Content.


Who was your last hug?
My niece.


Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes.


Do you like to cuddle?
Sometimes.


Have you ever cried from being so mad?
haha, yes.


Have you ever made someone laugh when they were crying?
Maybe?


Do you say sexy a lot?
oh yes.


What do you currently want?
You. ha.


Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
Haha, yes


Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Most of them are.


What is the last thing you did before you went to sleep last night?
unplugged my laptop.


Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Maybe?


Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Only for certain times.

love

I just love this picture.

Zen Gardens

I don't know what it is about them.. they just make me content. I hope my home has a zen garden, just for me.

Water

I love water.

...that's all.

Goin' Green

I just watched The Incredible Hulk w/ Rees & Ammon. Wow. I loved it. This film is very different from what Mr. Norton has done in the past, but I think he did very well. :]]] Awesome.

Should I just keep chasing pavements?

What did you wear today?
Clothing. My favorite dress, my favorite shoes, my favorite hoodie, and my favorite pants.


Where is the person you want to see the most?
In South America. And another in Hawaii.

Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
haha yes. He's my best budddddy.

How many windows are open on your computer?
3

What cant you wait for?
Tuesday.

Have you ever experienced a "crazy ex"?
chaaaaa

What are you doing after this?
hmmm. Prob watch a movie.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
DEO.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
Sigh. yes. I miss Michael!!

Do you like to cuddle?
I love it the most. Kissing= overrated.

How tall are you?
5'4" ishh.



Which one of your cousins is closest in age?
Alyssa, she lives in Madera, CA. she's 2 months and 2 weeks older than me.


If you like someone does his or her name start with a B, D, K, M, C, A or J?
haha. yes. M.


Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
haha nooo.

When is the last time you talked to your father?
a couple days ago.. he's in Wyoming right now.


When was the last time you were disappointed?
Saturday.

What is your favorite kind of weather?
Sunny but windy.


What is your favorite color shirt to wear?
any, really.

Would you change yourself?
uhm, not any time soon

Do you like hugs?
I love them.

Are you a loud person?
oh mos def.


Are you wearing any jewelry? If so, what and where from?
ring, from michael. hahaha.

What color is your toothbrush?
white/pink

Look to your left, what do you see?
black. my lights are off.

Would your parents be mad if you came home wasted?
uhh.. prob. but I don't live them him, so I guess it doesn't really matter.

Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?
hahahahahahaha yes.


Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
I sure hope so.

What would you rather be doing?
well... I don't really know

What are you listening to right now?
Adele. You should listen to her too.

Is it possible that you could be pregnant right now?
haha not a chance.

Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Yes. Two of them, actually.

Do you currently have a hickey?
haha no

When do you go back to school?
January.

Did your parents spoil you as a child?
not really, we were kinda poor.

Three feelings at the moment?
content, a little sad, but excited.

Did you & your ex have an amazing relationship?
hmm. it had it ups and downs. mostly ups though.

Do you know someone named David?
I couple people named David.

What about Francis?
haha no.

Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
I would never wish that on anyone.

Do you know anyone with cancer?
I did.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Pete, the Almost Missionary.

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
both.


Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
not really

Where are your siblings?
Utah. In my house.


When's the last time you cried?
a long while ago.

Last person you sent a text to, what did it say?
Pete - "night, mr. missionary."

What's on your mind right now?
pete leaving on his mission Tuesday/getting an email from Michael on Tuesday.

Do you have a best friend?
uhm. yes.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
3

Has anyone ever sang to you?
yes

What are you drinking right now?
water

Missing someone?
Always.

I tag Natasha & Joyce.

The Beach

Just two awesome pictures of the beach. I really want to be here. I love the beach. I love the ocean. I love everything about it. sigh. Oh Idaho, why can't you be a coastal state?

I'll dress them up and make a better you

This is how I feel right now.



This is what I want.

things to think about

A friend of mine was talking to me about how she misses her mom. In short, she's planning on getting married and doesn't have that motherly influence to calm her nerves and to be there with her. I feel bad for her. I don't think you should ever have to lose a parent at a young age. Yes, that did happen to me when I lost my mom when I was 11, but I'm stronger emotionally than she is. (my dear, if you're reading this I sincerely hope you don't get offended.) I feel like it's a common knowledge in between us. She's still sad about not having her there. I know I will when start planning my wedding. It's something you want to experience with your mom. Hopefully, I'll have an amazing soon to be mother-in-law that will help me along the way. My sisters are amazing, and I know they'll be there for me... anyway.

It's just a sad thing to be sad over.

Jason Mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family ([2nd time:] ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

I know I know..

I know that I whine and complain about not having my boys just a phone call away. I miss them a lot. I'm watching Made of Honor--lame movie, I know--and it opens with two best friends, a man and a woman, who are doing their daily things together. From taking her her morning coffee to going to his father's sixth wedding. It's a little heart breaking to have E. King more than 4100 miles away, along with Daniel being 6500 mile across the Atlantic. *sigh*

I feel so alone with them gone. It's a little cool, though, because I'm growing more so than I thought I would with Michael and Daniel not around.

Michael is coming up on his one-year mark in December. Crazy crazy. He's been in the same area since he got there in February. I hear that it hardly ever happens, from what other RM friends and family have told me. He's doing super awesome! He's having a lot of success and he's loving every minute of it. I read his mission president's blog. It's pretty cool. I like that his wife updates two to three times a week. The just had Zone Conference right before General Conference. Here's a picture!



haha, I think he looks like he has a nasty 'stache, and so does Marisa. The guy to the left of Michael was his companion, Elder Mecham. He's a pretty cool missionary. They were saying that E. King and E. Mecham were the "celebrity" elders in Wanica. Silly things are happening that close to the Equator.


Elder Watkins is doing well according to his letters. I've received two since he's been in Berlin. His companion is from So. California. he seems like a cool guy. E. Watkins misses mexican food. haha. Poor kid; it hasn't been a year yet! Oh well. Berlin offers a ton of cool things, I'm sure.

Anyway. Off to matching socks.

Weddings

I love weddings. All of my girl friends know this, and I'm not embarrassed! I love it. So, in honor of happy people and wedding planning, here are these pictures. :]]] Please don't laugh.

Wheat Thins and Tiger Lillies.

I like that all my favorite shows are back online. I love Ugly Betty, Pushing Daisies, Grey's Anatomy.. I love it all. There is just something about cheesy romances and creative writing skillz that I can't get over. I love all the drama, most likely because it in no way involves me. hooray!

Also, I enjoy that I become like an old woman when it starts getting colder. I sit at home and crochet. MAN I'm awesome. I'm making some moccasins right now. I've got the right foot three quarters of the way finished. They're going to be amazing. :]]]

On another happy note, I'm as behind as I was in my World Civilizations class. I am now only one unit behind! hooray! I've been stressing out over the fact that I didn't act fast enough to register for this class. I love it though! History will always, always keep me intrigued. Right now we're learning about early civilizations in Mesopotamia. Sweet!

Last thing: I'm excited for conference.

Fire!

I love campfires.
Here are two pictures of my
favorite Fall Activity.
:]]]

..Also, I've been posting a lot of pictures. I hope you don't mind. ;]]]

Sickness & Pictures

I've been sick with a cold for a while now. I think it's mostly my fault; going out late at night, being outside in the cold with no jacket.. playing in the rain. Oh well.

I love fall. Fall has to be my most favorite weather ever. Windy, sunny, leaves turning colors, crisp cold nights.. Along with football games, fire nights, camping, getting the last good days of slack-lining in... I LOVE fall.


Best friends tell each other everything. I love my best friend. He's awesome. I miss him SO much. Also, I'm getting an email from him. I'm so happy for Monday. Monday is quite possibly my favorite day.

Almost a Year

Where has all the time gone?

PS come home soon.

Yoga-laties. Pi-Yo. Same diff.

So I went to go Yoga-laties. Not going to lie, it's a killer thing to do! I love it though. I feel so.. zen. It's an amazing feeling to just let go of everything and just be happy with yourself. Granted I'm super sore and I will be for the next few days, it felt amazing!

On the other hand, hip-hop wasn't as amazing as I wanted it to be.

Wandering thoughts

First Subject

So I've been trying to catch up on my online World Civilizations class. I'm a unit behind, and four sub-units behind. Although I am behind the rest of the class, I do love "being in school" again. I love learning.

Different Subject

I check the mail every day. I love getting mail. Especially from my dear friends who are serving missions. I've recently notice that I write letters a lot, but never send them. Why, you ask? I couldn't really tell you, it's not like the letters are super juicy with sentimental phrases and expressions of love. Maybe it's therapeutic. I like writing because I can let my mind flow the way it usually does. [Random, jumping from thought to thought with obscure and unexplainable ties to the previous one.] I think that is why a common sentence in the letters I receive from my friends is "I love your letters. You make me laugh so hard!" or something like unto that. I'm glad I can be some sort of comic relief.


So, I lost Elder Watkins' mission address. Some would think that I'm close to the family so I would be okay with giving them a call [seeing as I still have their home phone number] and asking for his address. Sometimes I feel like they still don't like who I am and what I've brought to mind in Elder Watkins and Amy. In short, his father scares me, and I feel constantly judged by Dr. Watkins. His mother is quite nice, but she's a hard person to read. Maybe it's my paranoia getting to me. All I know is that I'm glad that I'm not set on marrying him anymore. I'm glad we stopped dating, although I didn't act like I was happy about it for a long, long time. I'm happy that we're still friends, even though I find it more casual then some people think.


I hung out with Valory, Ammon and Rees last night. I love being with them. I love making new friends! I didn't really know Valory until last night, and she's so fun. I am a little sad, though, that old friends are becoming past friends. it's not really something I can control. I don't mean to lose friends, they just find other things to occupy their time with. Boyfriends, girlfriends, more friends, alcohol. Sad.

I'm going to catch up on WorldCiv now.

Posture

I love this picture. Rees, however, has terrible posture. That's okay; we like him all the same. :]]] Happy Days to you.

I love Frank Sinatra.

I won't dance, don't ask me
I won't dance, don't ask me
I won't dance, Madame, with you
My heart won't let my feet do things that they should do


You know what?, you're lovely
You know what?, you're so lovely
And, oh, what you do to me
I'm like an ocean wave that's bumped on the shore
I feel so absolutely stumped on the floor


When you dance, you're charming and you're gentle
'specially when you do the Continental
But this feeling isn't purely mental
For, heaven rest us, I am not asbestos


And that's why
I won't dance, why should I?
I won't dance, how could I?
I won't dance, merci beaucoup
I know that music leads the way to romance,
So if I hold you in arms I won't dance


I won't dance, don't ask me,
I won't dance, don't ask me
I won't dance, Madame, with you
My heart won't let me feet do things that they want to do


You know what?, you're lovely,
Ring-a-ding-ding, you're lovely
And, oh, what you do to me
I'm like an ocean wave that's bumped on the shore
I feel so absolutely stumped on the floor


When you dance, you're charming and you're gentle
'specially when you do the Continental
But this feeling isn't purely mental
For, heaven rest us, I am not asbestos


and that's why

I won't dance, I won't dance
I won't dance, merci beaucoup
I know that music leads the way to romance
So if I hold you in arms I won't dance!!

One Last Thing (tonight)

So beautiful, so beautiful.

It's like a limb-torn arm.

I went to church at my BYU-Idaho ward today. As usual, there is nothing worse than seeing skimpy dresses accompanied with leggings at sacrament. I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about. I don't see how people find that modest. I suppose that it shouldn't bother me as much as it does. Oh well.

On a happier side, church was wonderful. I love learning more about Joseph Smith. He was an amazing man! Goodness gracious.

tipless

I cut off the tip of my finger today. It was awesome.

In other news, I love slacklining. [not that it's new news, just reiterated.]

The Tribute.

Corbin, I'm naming a child after you. Read more about the Spooky Line. Simply amazing.

Simple Things

I love being with my friends.
I love medical tape. [for actual medical reasons.]
I love days when it's warm in the sun, but cold in the shade.
I love slacklining.
I love my nieces.
I love the fact that I'm blunt.
I love my job, even though it's a little frustrating at times.
I love that Maya says my name like "eesaaa"
I love letters.
I love life.
I love music.

I miss my family.
I miss my real friends, and am saddened that they aren't around more often to talk to/laugh with.
I miss my mom. I know I don't sound like it, with all the jokes and nonsense, I really do miss her.
I miss how my brothers used to be super protective of me while I dated boys. Especially Phil.
I miss California. I miss the Friday nights at the farmer's market, swimming, Half Dome, Shaver Lake, Millerton Lake, my family there, my friends... everything.
I miss small aspects of high school and the monotony of doing the same thing every day. I liked the order.
I miss liking someone more than a friend. I really don't have anyone that I "like" in that way.
I miss my "N" cover. Maybe I'll get it fixed someday.

I'm excited to go to Hawaii. It'll be amazing.
I'm excited to see Axel next year. It's weird to me that he'll be finished with his mission in ten months or so.
(In extension)I'm super excited to see Michael in December.
I'm excited to start school. It's a nice feeling to be able to move to the next step in my life, mostly because I'm ready for it.
I'm excited to be married in the temple to ___________. [haha i'm funny]
I'm excited for life.
I'm excited to start going to the gym. It'll be rad.

i love/miss/am excited for sleep.

night. :]]

white noise.

I love slacklining. I love Michael King.

That's all.

Red Lips, Cell Phones.

I love talking to old friends from home. (california)
I love that I have my own slackline now, and that it's sexy.
I hate that my toe is ripped. It hurts like crazy.
I love old loves still have a place there. It makes me feel connected.
I love that Here Comes The Sun by The Beatles just came on.
I love white noise.
I hate that I need white noise to sleep.
I love my old roomies and miss them lots.
I love random adventures.
I love my family.
I hate poop diapers.

Everyone should listen to Kate Nash.

I find myself reminiscing about old friends. So, here is this dedication to Elder MJKAwesome Dude. haha. See you next December, my friend.

How Far do I Have to Go to Get to You?

1.
I've come to realize that my job...
Is rather stressful but it brings a lot of fun into my life.

2. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
I listen to my music a little too loud. I don't mind, but I'm sure other people do when I notice them staring at me while I sing at the top of my lungs.

3. I've come to realize that I need...
to make new friends, and make sure the old friends become lasting friends.


4. I've come to realize that I have lost...
a lot of relationships in my life, but building new and better ones makes it okay.

5. I've come to realize that I hate it when...
People aren't loyal. It drives me totally and completely insane.

6. I've come to realize that what's most important...
is that I come first.

7. I've come to realize that money...
unfortunately is needed to survive in this lame economy.

8. I've come to realize that certain people...
not certain. All people can bring in something interesting and new into your life it you don't judge based upon silly pretenses.

9. I've come to realize that I'll always be....
wanting more from myself. Stressing myself out to make myself better as fast as I can, when it's not fully possible to happen the next day.

10. I've come to realize that I'm in love with....
myself. Only when you can love yourself you can love someone else. It's sad that people don't realize that.

11. I've come to realize that my mom..
is awesome. So what if she's dead?

12. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
can become a nuisance. I have the will power to turn it off.. do you?

13. I've come to realize, when I woke up this morning....
I was waking up at a decent time on my day off. Whoah.

14. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...
I really wanted to be where I could thrive. Intellectually, emotionally, physically. I need my actual best friend to help me realize things.

15. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about....
how nervous I am to take Heather's pictures today.

16. I've come to realize that my dad....
is human. He's not the super hero I thought he was when I was young, because humans make mistakes. But it's okay. I love him more than anyone in this whole world.

17. I've come to realize that today ...
Is just starting.. and it's a beautiful day to take pictures.

18. I've come to realize that tonight....
hasn't happened, and it will most likely be spent with a new friend and family.

19. I've come to realize that tomorrow...

will be a good day.

20. I've come to realize I don't like..
people who are flaky. People who are self absorbed. People who don't love. People that judge.

missing friends

i would just like to say that i really miss having friends. meaning here is a list of people that i sincerely miss.

michael kinghorn.
marisa johnson. [soon to be fixed this weekend]
michael ann. [hopefully soon to be fixed this weekend]
jessie stinks.
crust butt.

dreams

Dreams are very interesting things. I looked up dreams on Wiki, and this is what it told me:

There is no universally agreed biological definition of dreaming. General observation shows that dreams are strongly associated with raid eye movement (REM) during which an electroencephalogram shows brain activity to be most like wakefulness. Participant-non remembered dreams during non-REM sleep are normally more mundane in comparison. During a typical lifespan, a human spends a total of about six years dreaming (which is about 2 hours each night). It is unknown where in the brain dreams originate, if there is a single origin for dreams or if multiple portions of the brain are involved, or what the purpose of dreaming is for the body or mind.

During REM sleep, the release of certain neurotransmitters is completely suppressed. As a result, motor neurons are not stimulated, a condition known as REM atonia. This prevents dreams from resulting in dangerous movements of the body.

So, what that tells me is that a dream is maybe originating from certain parts of your brain when neurons fire, which results in dreaming. I don't know how to explain it to you, but I understand what I said. :]] But either way, dreams are interesting. Like my dream last night.

Before I fell asleep, I wrote in my journal--which hasn't happened in ages--about how much I miss my friends that are on missions. I fell asleep, and I dreamed about two out of the three of them. (no, not daniel... as that is to be expected.) But one was very hectic, and unruly, the other, more of a sweet gentle dream... just.. comfortable.

I don't know. I find it interesting.

Black Wave, Bad Vibrations.

Just pictures. I have millions. Have fun.

Fresh Baked Muffins

So, I find it interesting how dedicated people are to their friends. It makes sense, doesn't it? Good friends, together until the end. haha. But when I think about myself, I don't really dedicate my whole self to friends. I'm always guarded, and I feel like I read people really well. This one friend for example, she always tells the same story everyday for like a week depending on who she sees. It shouldn't bother me, right? But what if the story gets ever most imaginative and full of junk each time? Should I step in, make her look like a fool, or should I stay quiet and don't worry about it? It's hard for me to take sometimes, because that is how she gets her sympathy votes and her friends wrapped around her finger. But of course, she claims she doesn't do it on purpose, but for the sake of me, having to hear that story so often. Cha. Yeah, right. I don't think I can be her friend while she dates people, either. I can't stand the fact that they fall over her every exaggerated story and her neediness. Ugh. Disgusting.

Also, she's explained to me how she hates that I call her out on different things. Tough luck, girly. I do that to everyone. Okay. I'm finished.

Sawtell, Island Park, Idaho.

I went to Sawtell this weekend. I loved it. Here's two pictures.

Seriously, because I have nothing else to do.

What I was doing 10 years ago...
Ten... still climbing trees. hahaha.

What is on my to-do list...
1] Sleep.
2] Photoshop.
3] Go to work and make an order for Monday.


What are 3 habits of mine...
1] always playing with my hair.
2] compulsively popping my knuckles because I have nothing else to do.
3] stuttering when I get excited about something.

Things you might not know about me...
1] I love to be under stress. It makes the accomplishment five million times better.
2] I tease people. Meaning my close friends. I hope they don't find it mean.
3] I love weddings and everything about them. I like to look at David's Bridal online all the time.

4 TV shows/movies that I love...
1] Sixth Sense
2] The X-files
3] The Office
4] LOST

4 Jobs that I have had...
1] Uptown Bagel Cafe
2] FedEx Kinko's
3] DownEast Outfitters
4] Heart Mind and Soul

4 Favorite books that I've read...
1] Ella Enchanted; before the movie came out.
2] The Hiding Place
3] Oh, the Places You'll Go
4] Book of Mormon

5 Places that I've lived...
1. Rexburg, ID
2. Provo, UT
3. Clovis, CA
4. American Fork, UT
5. n/a

5 Favorite foods...
1] Pineapple
2] Salad of most kinds
3] Cheesecake
4] Raspberries
5] Spira Noodles from BO.

2 People I tag...
1. Joy Joy
2. Tanya

Sunset

I love sunsets.

Pictures

We--meaning Rees and I--went out to talk pictures this morning. And by morning it's like 5 am. But it was so fun. This picture was taken out on the dry farms, somewhere on the SouthEast side.


That's the sun. Awesome, huh? The sunrise wasn't as cool as we wanted it to be, but that's ok. We worked with what we had.